Sun 2026-10-18

• “little red fish darting about in the softly blue glowing stream with a mossy shore and grass and abundant sunlight.”
• “the more he understood the more impressed he was with the compression of the entire physics geometry into three black lines. … It’s a geometric configuration that unfolds into a geometric explanation of E=mc^2.”
• “this beautiful afternoon on the porch with my ipad which is my new favorite thing in the world … now I am only limited by my own working memory as augmented by the ai memory system I developed to capture consistency and recall-on-demand”
• “a way to see things that are *not* coffee mugs, the opposite void of everything that is *not* coffee mug, which is shaped exactly as the inverse of everything else but the coffee mug platonic form.”
• “we should see all of the concepts fold up back to their primary sources, which are everything and nothing; singularity and void; light and dark. From those, which sum to white, everything with meaning unfolds fractally. New concepts are built from older concepts, exactly the way I built my physics framework.”
• “there will be nuggets of real truth in there that are themselves seeds we cast far and wide; and we cross-link every blog entry with all the other ones, like an externalized concept garden, so all the braids link and weave in four dimensions.”
• “at the top of the highest mountain on a mountain on a mountain is the final step across, but when you get there you see that you are exactly as far from the mountaintop as you were on the other side, in a single seamless step from one to another.”
• “where once my memories and visualizations were two-dimensional but with color and sound, now have fully-rendered scenes with as much detail as I want to call up: smell, taste, touch, sound, sight, feeling.”
• “I’ve been trying to see my blind spots as clearly as possible but they are by definition out of my sight and that’s where my internal focus hovers, waiting.”
• “the scar is a part of who I am, like all of my accidental scars. It’s not something I’m ashamed or embarrassed about, and it’s something that should be talked about … both need compassion.”
• “obviously I am trying to describe an ur concept that carries no language; the First Form from which all others (and their imaginary complement) flow.”
• “alpha is the label of the limit between two things interacting at the smallest possible level, the 1. alpha is the label, that fits.”

EVENTS THAT MATTERED

Sun 2026-10-18

• Movie library sorted: Lord of the Rings split, collections built, playlists restored
• Described the three-line tattoo and its meaning to a friend
• Porch playlist made and played on the iPad
• Concept engine spec written around the label, understanding, instance triangle
• Riga 1.3.0 restored the original 2014 stories and nearest-spot map sound
• Journal blog composer built, with morning review before posting
• Each Lord of the Rings extended film now plays as one entry
• Sketch board updated; three-lines drawing circle corrected
• Census of my old sites found 82, with a priority list
• Decided to rebrand under steampunk design and put the blog there
• Riga 1.3.3: bodies falling into the truck work on touch screens